The E.D. again

We sit here in the Emergency Department. 

Again. 

Soon I will know the ED personnel by first name. 

Sickness saps the life out of everything. A sick person has no control. Sometimes their family has no control either. 

Am I a worrier? I didn’t think so. 

I had a conversation with a friend this morning. I admitted to being worried about so many new things happening and a lot of old things that I have no control of. I don’t really like change very much and things are changing everywhere. 

Dad is struggling with illness. Mom is the best caregiver she can be and me……I fill in the gaps. 

My friend gave me homework. She said that Satan can’t read minds so I needed to speak out 2 Timothy 1:7

“For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline.”

I will write this verse on my mirror, in my car and sharpie marker it on my hand if necessary. 

Sometimes all you can do is laugh. 


‭‭Sick or not, you can never have too many old cars. 

I’ll sit here, now in a hospital room repeating 2 Timothy 1:7. Care to join me? Come on I know you do.

Family and friends,

Dad has been admitted for an infection. He needs a couple days of IV antibiotic but we hope to be home and better soon. If you need more details, most of you have my number. 

Love,

Charma 

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The floor

During renovations, there is usually a plan. A plan that includes drawings and a budget.

Naked girls room floor did not make it in the budget for new floor so I needed a plan. It had to be super cool, make a statement and cost very little. That plan is my speciality!!! 

The floor is plywood. What do you do with a plywood floor? 

Paint of course. 

But not just any old paint. Not naked girls room, the guest room, the coolest room in the house!

I started searching for inspiration. Fixer Upper inspiration? Maybe. I had dreamt about this tile and wondered if it might work on a floor. 


Then I found this sweet blog post and knew instantly that it was what I wanted 

I got busy. 

Where do I get that stencil?

How exactly do I stencil a plywood floor? 

What materials do I need?

Can I paint details like that?

I found the stencil. Thank you cutting edge stencils. $16.00

Any old paint will do. Base coat $20. Stencil paint already had – free.

Plan a day to start. Of course it’s a Thursday. To be exact it was last Thursday.

The day was scheduled

I had all the supplies needed

I was ready

I laid out my stencil and rolled on the paint 


Ok not too bad

I rolled a couple more.

Not in love. The paint was gloopy, the walls were not square and I thought I might cry.

What’s wrong? Painting is what I do? 

So what does one do that hates her partially painted floor? She paints over it. Erase the ugly. Walk away 

Discouraged? Yes

Not good enough? Most definitely 

Go to Plan B? I DONT HAVE A PLAN B!!!!

Go to Steve. Yes 

“I’m frustrated with the floor. Will you help me make a plan?”

We make a plan. 

Start here. The floor is square

Don’t paint here till last or you won’t have a path to get out. 

Watch 12 you tube videos to get some hints. I watched at least 12.

Yesterday, of course a Thursday, was the day.

I’m nervous. Well that sounds stupid. Nervous about painting a floor? Yes. My confidence is shattered a little. Just do it. 

Up the stairs I go. 

I follow the plan. 

The plan is working!

Here is the first picture I sent to some of my tribe. I needed confirmation that it looked as  good as I thought it did. 

I felt like Supergirl! It was working and I did it. 

The floor still need a few touch ups and many many coats of polyurethane but I couldn t wait to show you! 

This post is so much more than a floor. It’s about not giving up when you want to. It’s about someone stepping into your life and filling you with the confidence you need to do it again.

It’s about your tribe. Having those people in your life that are “your people.” Encouragers, love you when you are stupid, card players, hanger outers, eaters, whatevers. I hope I’m as important to my tribe as they are to me. 

Love, 

The girls awake at 3:30. whatever I painted a floor!!! 

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I’m a little ashamed 

I have procrastinated writing a post for a couple of reasons.

1. I haven’t  been very productive lately so not much to show. Who else loathes this time of year? Dark at what seems like 4:30pm, colder than what I like. Don’t hate me northern folks. I said colder than what I like which is around 80 degrees. 

2. My guy has been sick this week and when he wants to go to bed at 7:00 and watch tv, I’m going too.

3. I am ashamed because my lack of productivity has caused me to have 4 projects going on at the same time. My word for the year is complete. 

Not half done. 

Not move on to something else. 

In my defense, I tried to finish the floor in naked girls room. However my first attempt at floor stenciling was by far a BIG FAT FAILURE. I started. I did not even for a second like what was happening so I painted over and will start again tomorrow. 

Second times a charm right? I got this. I have a plan.

In the meantime, I can’t just watch floor paint dry so I went outside and looked for something to occupy my time until I can get back on the floor.

I started to repurpose this cute little bookshelf for Jacks room. The story?? It’s a good one, just wait.

Another was this. This is the inspiration picture from Pinterest but I’ve already got my own version ready to paint.

And then there are the 2 pews I’m working on. I can’t for the life of me find a picture.

Now you know my shame. Maybe complete means I finish all 5 around the same time.

Fingers crossed 

Love,

The girl who is buying nursery paint tomorrow 

P.S.

I forgot about the screen door !!! 

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January 17th has passed

 

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Around the new year, I heard a message about how on January 17th, most New Year’s resolutions have already fallen to the wayside, forgotten or discarded. The day of that message, I added to my reminders, because I have to put EVERYTHING in my reminders, to evaluate January 17th. I don’t do resolutions but I do have some words that I resonate on for the year and I have goals.

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I have allowed you into my world of reminders.

I have projects that I want to make

I have items that I need to buy

I have additions to my budget I need to include

I have reminders of things I need to accomplish

I even remind myself to look at my calendar every day.  You know why? Because life happens. Things come up that are unexpected. People need me. I need people.

My words for 2017…….Present and Complete

I am “Fair” on both. My phone still seems to be a huge stumbling block for me. However I will not let it win. I won’t give up and I will get better.

Complete is not perfect either, however I have finished a few projects and am diligent as I whittle away on one room in the old house before I start on the nursery. Now that’s hard!!!! I want to start the nursery yesterday, but NO, I will not.

I won’t lie. Yesterday was a hard day. Not physically but mentally and emotionally. There will be days like that, probably more often than not. However today is a new day.

How are you on January 18th. One day passed the dreaded January 17th? Are you still working on that New Year’s Resolution? Have you struggled with your words or have they given you strength to keep going.

I hope that January 18th is everything you hope for.

Make it a great day.

Love God, Love Others and Invest your life somewhere!

Love,

CDawn

 

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Complete. almost.

A few weeks ago, Dad and I started on this little beauty. I posted about it here. The search is over . Wow, just look at those gold legs. Not the prettiest, but she was the perfect size.

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I did not love the open area above the doors. The whole idea behind this cabinet is to hide all of this…..

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It’s like a giant web trapped behind the TV. Gotta go.

So without further delay……

Ignore the wires for now. I have been informed that holes will need to be made and wires fished through said holes. Yadda Yadda Yadda.

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Now Dad and I have never claimed to be carpenters but we decided to add doors to the open area. I didn’t want solid doors because if the cable box is housed there, the remote needs to be able to connect. The almost done is because I have yet to find a little hook/latch that will keep the cute little wire doors closed.

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3 coats of white “homemade” chalk paint created the beautiful finish. I even painted the wire on the door fronts. Then everything was sanded and waxed because everything is better chippy white. Little vintage here, little vintage there.

We also built little wire windows for the sides.

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The insides needed a little pizazz so they were painted.

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This little cutie has a surprise. The sides come down so that she can be thinner if she wants.  Maybe she wants to be a buffet. She can if she wants, look at those caster feet. I.LOVE.CASTERS!!!!!

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One more shot of the top just for kicks.

I stripped the old stain and restained. It took 3 different looks before I was happy but now? Happy.

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It didn’t take long for the dog bed to make it into the picture.

Thanks for visiting! I love showing off my new/old stuff.

Love,

the girl who is going to bed. It was a long night. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz time.

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3:30AM 

Hey middle of the nighters. Why in the world are you awake? Yeah I don’t know either.

Friday was a great day.

The weather was beautiful.

I painted a few things.

Went to dinner with some of my favorite people.

Spent the evening with my guy. 

But alas awake at 3:30AM. Really it was 2:30 but Pinterest and I have been hanging out for the last hour. 

Let’s talk screen doors

Months ago I bought this screen door.


Nothing fancy. Exactly what I wanted for my pantry door. 

It leaned against the wall for a month or so. It went to the carport and had the screen taped up while I decided what color it should be. It was drug back inside because a warped screen door from staying outside in the elements is not a good idea and it still remains leaned up against the wall.

Completion is one of my 2017 words. Get it done Charma! Pick a color and Get. It. Done. 

Here’s my thoughts.

White? Don’t think so. I wanted the door to have pizzazz. 

Black? Not everything in the old house can be white or black. Or can it?????

What about this?

Or maybe this? 


Or there’s this 

I know not everyone ponders over the color of a screen door but tonight that’s what rolling around in this girls brain.

Along with:

How to make a pillow cover

When am I ever going to get the front porch painted again so I can actually put furniture out there?

What will Jack call me? 

Why do I hate the grocery store so much? 

How long will it take to iron the duvet cover I washed? 

The nursery design is going to take how long? She’s only pregnant 3 more months. 

I’m not sure sleep will visit again tonight. 

Happy Saturday friends! 

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The search is over 

For months I have searched for an entertainment cabinet for the family room.  It’s an odd size just like everything else in the old house but I wouldn’t give up because this


And this 


Just didn’t cut it. 

I went about shoppping a whole different way. I would buy new. What? Who are you and what did you do with the girl who loves old and abandoned? 

Why was I surprised that I couldn’t find anything? 

So when my stupidity subsided and I got ahold of myself, I started asking around. I have a great friend, a sister of vintage love that runs the cutest little shop with her mom called The ComeBack Shack. 

Me: “I’m looking for something like this…….”

Her: ” I think I might have something. Come look.”

Me: “I’ll be there.”

Score for me!

Not only was it old and ugly. It was the perfect size and as soon as I saw it, I knew it was the piece for me. Stop fighting the process Charma. Such drama for nothing. 

Here’s the new/ugly entertainment cabinet

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The next day, we started the makeover

The top came off

We started building new and improved items for the cabinet 

The top was stripped of is old stain

Today we start putting her back together and her final makeup is applied.  I can’t wait to show you the finished loveliness.

It’s Thursday friends! I’m putting on my paint clothes and heading outside.

Make it a great day and small group friends, I will see you tonight. 

CDawn

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What is your hashtag?

1440 student ministry started up again last night at Church of Hope. My tribe consists of 9th through 12th grade girls. Last night there were at least 16 girls plus me and this cool girl. She’s awesome.

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Chris spoke on the topic of hashtags and the labels we put on ourselves.

This is the definition wikipedia gives a hashtag : A hashtag # is a type of label or tag used on social media networks. The hashtag makes it easier for users to find messages with a spcivific theme or content.  Users create and use hashtags by placing the hash character # (also known as the number sign or pound sign) in front of a word or unspaced phrase, either in the main text of a message or at the end. Searching for that hashtag will yield each message that has been tagged with it. A hashtag archive is consequently collected into a single stream under the same hashtag.

Chris spoke of the hashtags he gave himself while growing up. ie: #trouble #unclean. He had us write down (because it doesn’t happen if we don’t write it down.)

                          NO  LONGER

 

# ________________________________________________________________

 

                                I AM A

# ________________________________________________________________

Our videographer took our pictures with our signs and we headed off to small group

We talked about the hashtags we give ourselves.

#ugly      #unworthy        #notsmartenough     #insecure   #unloved

It broke my heart to hear their words.

I asked them “Why do think you feel this way about yourselves?”

They said “Because other people label us that way.”

What other people? Who would tell you those things?

“Friends”  Well I don’t think they are really your friends

“Boys – boys that don’t like us anymore.” I wanted to find these boys and throat punch them. 

“Parents” Your parents really? Ok, so I have been a parent of a teenager girl. Hard? yes of course it’s hard but are you really being told you are ugly? and stupid? and unworthy?

So the next question I asked was “What hashtag has your Maker given you?” Because that’s the one that matters.

#loved

#beautiful

#warrior

#worthy

That’s better. They are incredible. They are loving and kind. They are compassionate and caring. They are warriors and daughters of the King. Sometimes we just have to tell them over and over again.

Elaine and I have chosen the word “Worthy” as our 1440 high school girls word of the year. We want the girls to know that no matter the life situation, they are Worthy. They are worthy of so many things but no matter what, their Maker loves them.

We love them too.

Do you have a high school girl in Ocala? Send them over to 1440 on Sunday nights at 5:30. You won’t regret it. I don’t think they will either.

Love,

the girl who is tired of Florida cold.

 

 

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To Do or To Don’t

Who has a daily “TO DO” List?

I worked for a very strong business woman for 8 years who insisted and practiced a daily “TO DO” list. She is very successful and I learned many things from her.

I have not practiced having a list recently and I feel a little scattered. I love check lists. I love to feel accomplished. Sometimes seeing a list on paper with items crossed off makes me smile.

Today is Thursday. I am blessed to have a part time job that takes me away from home Monday – Wednesday. Thursdays are my days, usually. My favorite things include home, working at home, hanging out in the carport working on something, having on paint splattered clothes. Well you get the idea.

I have a list today. It might be a little ridiculous, but I have a list.

  1. Stay in PJ’s until 9:00am 
  2. Watch the Summer episode of Gilmore girls on Netflix
  3. Write a blog post
  4. Figure out a snack to take to small group tonight
  5. Finish my project involving cow print material.
  6. Paint the bed in Naked Girls Room.
  7. Sew curtains
  8. Small Group
  9. See my husband for the first time since Monday.
  10. Sleep like a baby

What I didn’t include on my list was

  1. Love on my family.
  2. Be an encouragement. Even if it’s to one person today.
  3. Be a glass half full kind of girl
  4. Don’t be snippy or over sassy. (This is a hard one)
  5. Have people wonder what I have that they want. Jesus friends, just Jesus.

I will start #2 with you.

If you read about my life on this blog, thank you. I started this blog so that my family and friends, near and far could follow along with the old house renovation.

It has become so much more.  Sometimes it’s silly, sometimes it’s thought provoking, but I hope it always to be encouraging. I want others to know that you do not have to have a lot of money to create beauty in your homes. Believe me, the cash doesn’t grow from trees around here. You only need an imagination and the “want to.”

I want the blog to show love and compassion, empathy and understanding. We are in this life together. Sometimes, a lot of times it SUCKS!!!!! But most of the time it’s wonderful. Full of amazing family and people. People that I may not ever get to meet. I have had blog readers from other countries and that still amazes me.

So on this Thursday, don’t forget to smile. Today might be the day that is not great. However, tomorrow will come. I pray for my readers. I don’t know who you are, but Jesus does. He loves us, one and all.

Love,

the girl sitting on the couch in her Elmo robe.

 

 

 

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I just can’t wait

Do you ever get so excited to show something to someone that you just can’t wait? You jump around and scream just a little. Is it just me? Come on really?

Well if you won’t tell the truth, I will.

Here’s the back story…..

I knew I wanted slide together barn doors in our bedroom going into the bathroom. I could see it in my head. I know weird but whatever.

I wanted old doors but the size of the doorway was wonky and it was going to be long and difficult to find doors to fit. So the next best thing is to buy new (yuck) and make it look old.

First things first, find an inspiration picture. Gotta love Pinterest.

Here are the two I had settled on. I usually send my idea pictures to a few of my friends and wait for a reaction. My friends….ridiculously honest. Will tell me what they love and well, what they really don’t love. My friends were split right down the middle. A few were for the stained and a few, including me were for the chippy  white. Everything looks better in chippy white.


 

So the day finally came I would start on the doors. It was a beautiful day. The sun was shining. I was in my paint splattered clothes and I got to work.

Here are the “new” doors. Plain, boring and not at all what I wanted but Lowes is my friend and ordered the exact size door we needed.

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Step One: Find the appropriate stain to use for the first coat. Now, I have a large supply of paints and stains and there is nothing better than having what you need and you don’t need to purchase anything.

Step Two: Slop the stain on the door and wipe it off. Now remember I was going to add the paint as the top coat so the stain did not have to be pretty.

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Step Three: Forget to take a picture of Step three. Add a darker stain to the first coat and wipe off but leave some of the darker stain inside the raised panel area and the creases.

Step Four: Leave the doors in the carport for weeks because you still can’t decided which treatment you like best. Stain or chippy white. Stain or chippy white. STAIN. OR. CHIPPY. WHITE.

Step Five: decide that they are perfect just as they are and then watch as your super cute and talented husband hang the “OH MY GOSH” prettiest doors ever. Look at that barndoor hardware. Love. Love Love. Sorry my pictures are pretty crappy.

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I show you the close up so that all of you know that you do not have to have any skill to do this. Update: My part = no skill. Steve’s part = super skill! I promise you, it was slop it on and wipe it off. It’s that easy.

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I am still looking for the perfect door hardware and Steve needs to finish adjusting so they close perfectly but I just couldn’t wait to show you.

You know I like most things old. This post proves that just because it’s new, doesn’t mean it has to look that way.

Love,

the girl going to bed early because tomorrow is CHURCH!!!!!

 

 

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