well hey middle of the nighters! Why do we wake in the middle of the night? Are we not supposed to be sleeping? It’s Sunday for goodness sake, my busiest  and most important day of the week. You see my day job is Admin Assistant at Church of Hope here in Ocala Florida. If you are from around here and don’t have a church home, stop by! We prepare all week for Sunday and here I lay on the couch after tossing and turning already for hours. What the heck.

Am I worried? Last weeks teaching was on worry. I don’t think I’m worried but just in case I prayed already (while tossing and turning) that if there is worry, please replace it with trust and faith because I know my God has got it. Yep He’s totally got it.

Today is Mothers Day. Not my favorite holiday. I don’t like days that expect people to do things they wouldn’t normally already do. My mom knows I love her, I try to show her more than just in Mothers Day. My kids love me everyday, I already know that. I don’t need a special day, although a nap might be a nice gift.

Our Pastors wife is speaking today and I am excited. I’ve also already prayed for her. I can sing in front of who cares how many, but talk, no thank you. I can’t wait to hear what she has to say.

Have you ever had a picture in your head of what something is going to look like? Ok well maybe that’s just me. I can see rooms designed, I can see an outfit using clothes in my closet. They are just there spinning around in my head. Obviously now I know why I don’t sleep. The rooms at the old house I have been dreaming about are finally coming true. The bathroom tile went down yesterday. I have dreamed about that tile for months and months. I turned the corner showing some friends around yesterday not knowing that when I stepped into our bedroom, the tile would be almost completed. I didn’t know whether to cry and dance around like a fool. I did neither but that picture in my head? The picture of the tile looking so beautiful? It was there and I can’t wait to show you.

I’m going  to go now. I hope you middle of the nighters get some rest and even though Mothers Day isn’t my favorite, I hope all you Moms and want to be Moms have a super fantastic day because the best gift I ever revived was little and now big people calling me Mom.

love,

the sleepy girl at church tomorrow looking cute in the outfit she saw spinning in her head