My sleep pattern has been really weird since coming home from vacation.
I can’t seem to stay awake past 9:00 and I’m waking up really early.
Well good morning 3:12AM.
As I lay and try to go back to sleep and realize it just ain’t happening, the events of the day come flooding in.
I need to respond back to a friend about her house paint color.
I need to get paint for a new project I’m starting on.
I’m making new pillows for the front porch swing.
It’s worship rehearsal night….go to church early.
JR needs a bath.
My thoughts then go back to yesterday.
I had lunch with friends.
We celebrated an upcoming trip.
We talked a lot about life.
Some not so good.
As we’re we’re wrapping up lunch, the Beth Moore “hairbrush” story was mentioned.
Have you heard it?
I’ve linked it here:
I listened to the you tube video on my way home.
Ya’ll I was ugly crying.
Are you listening to what God says?
Are you doing what He tells you to do?
Sometimes I can say yes definitely and sometimes maybe not so much.
I want to hear the still small voice gently guiding me.
Who am I kidding? He knows me better than that.
I’m more of a grab me by the shoulder and shake me kind of girl. But whatever:)
I say all this to say
I’m a work in progress and I continually try every day to do what I’m supposed to do. But I want to do better and with God as my leader, my engine, my driver, my guide, my protector, my ________________ (full in the blank)