Are you listening? 

My sleep pattern has been really weird since coming home from vacation. 

I can’t seem to stay awake past 9:00 and I’m waking up really early.

Well good morning 3:12AM.

As I lay and try to go back to sleep and realize it just ain’t happening, the events of the day come flooding in.

I need to respond back to a friend about her house paint color.

I need to get paint for a new project I’m starting on.

I’m making new pillows for the front porch swing.

It’s worship rehearsal night….go to church early. 

JR needs a bath.

Yadda yadda.

My thoughts then go back to yesterday.

I had lunch with friends. 

We celebrated an upcoming trip.

We talked a lot about life.

Some good.

Some not so good.

As we’re we’re wrapping up lunch, the Beth Moore “hairbrush” story was mentioned.

Have you heard it? 

Google it.

I’ve linked it here:

I listened to the you tube video on my way home. 

Ya’ll I was ugly crying.

Are you listening to what God says?

Are you doing what He tells you to do?

Sometimes I can say yes definitely and sometimes maybe not so much.

I want to hear the still small voice gently guiding me.

Who am I kidding? He knows me better than that. 

I’m more of a grab me by the shoulder and shake me kind of girl. But whatever:) 

I say all this to say

I’m a work in progress and I continually try every day to do what I’m supposed to do. But I want to do better and with God as my leader, my engine, my driver, my guide, my protector, my ________________ (full in the blank)

I’m listening.

About Charmadawn

Jesus lover 💜 Wife of Steve for 36 years 💜 Mom to 2 grown kiddos 💜 BB to grandsons Jack, Luke and Patrick Joseph 💜5 years ago we purchased, Rescued and Restored a 118 year old farmhouse and we live together as a multigenerational household. Come follow our crazy. Isaiah 54:7
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