It’s your birthday today! Yeah I know….. we don’t celebrate birthdays for people your age. But 81 isn’t anything to sneeze at.
How’s heaven on your birthday? Did the angels sing HBD to you, HBD to you. HBD dear Pee Wee, HBD to you. Did you do your trademark high pitched note at the end? Of course you did?
Did you have some pie? We all know it’s your favorite.
I’ve been dreading today for weeks. Why?
Well, you’ve been gone for almost six months and some days can almost seem normal without you here. Most days, it’s still a struggle but holidays and now your birthday floods the heart with memories and missing you.
And of course Facebook reminds me almost everyday the things we did together.
Like today…. I had blogged about your birthday in 2017.
You can read the post from last year here:
Last weekend we played dominoes for the first time since you left with Kate and Charity. Those McKuhen girls are the best.
Kate won. She said she needed to take the lead since you weren’t here to win. We talked about how much we missed you. We laughed a lot and it was fun.
Today, Mom and I needed to stay busy. It’s easier when there are things to do.
So we sealed the fence.
It was hot and dirty but it didn’t rain!
Look close! We hung out Papas Garden sign. Your garden is going to be so beautiful and you would have been so proud.
Mom did really good today. She said she didn’t cry all day. She brushed and I rolled. We make a good team
We decided to go out to dinner for your birthday and eat chicken wings since they were your favorite.
Kate and Charity might miss you as much as we do. We laughed and had a great time. Jack has his first bite of lemon. That will have to wait until next time. The wings were outstanding.
My friends sent me messages early this morning knowing that today would be a hard day. I decided that I would fill my day with celebration instead of mourning.
This message was sent to me. I just assume all daughters and daddy’s have a special relationship. I’m sad that they don’t.
“I never really thought much about what a “gift” fathers were till I met you and your dad. 😍”
Today was a good day.
Your first birthday away.
I sure do miss you.
Happy Birthday Daddy.